vacation

so, of course i have lots of pictures.
i'll load them eventually. i'm not ready yet.

abbey and i went to the beach every morning.
i didn't even sleep in ONCE. i was usually up
at like 6:30 running or at the latest 9.
awesome, right? yeh
cedar point was hotter than a bitch
but it was so much fun. it was just
nathan, abbey, and me.

i read the latest david sedaris book.
i'm proud of myself for reading, bahah.
i never fucking read man.
but that book made me bust out laughing
every turn of the page. it was so good.

i got tan.
so that's suhweeet.
'cause rachellynn = pale,
and if she's not pale
that you know, the world
must've stopped spinning.

we went to the park every night.
and swang on the swings. and we bobbed
to the "boobies"/bouys.
except i never went close enough
to touch them. i was scared of the under-current
carrying me out into the abyss
and dying. we went bowling and abbey
and i tried to go to cleveland, but we
just went to some mall and got hit on
by guys trying to cell us cell phone plans.

yeh.
i'm not going to go into too much detail.
it was super relaxing, which is what a
vacation should be.

last night was fantastic.
i just need to stop buying clothes.
seriously, i'm done buying clothes.
i need them and all, but i need to stop.
desiree and i went to the mall
and ran into natalie, <3.
a few of us drank at my house,
even though linda said no.
we were under control, so whatever linda.

so my birthday is thursday.
mewithoutYou show, maybe.
we're not sure yet.
fuck i think natalie and des
want to go too, so that's good.
feige isn't taking me (shrugs).
not like i really expected that
to go through.
because everything i would like
to happen, or everything that would
be cool... never goes through.
just like going to cleveland
during vacation wouldve been cool.
ahaha.
soooo.

i had a fucked up dream last night.
and it made me really mad.
see, there's this guy im in arch school
with that i am convinced is my soul mate.
ahaha. how gay of me to say that, right?
i know.

anyway, my first day at penn state
i saw him and told myself that
he better be in one of my classes.
turns out, he was in... uhm
what? 4 out of 6 of them?
ahaha. and i'd say he and i have
become pretty much best friends
over this past year, but he doesn't
even know like, ugh. i think he's amazing.
and it's ridiculous how much i have
in common with him, and yet how much
i learn from him. and he is
not single.

and probably like never will be. ever.
so i don't really get why i care,
because it's never going to happen, haha.
but really, we're perfect for eachother.
whether it just be as best friends or
you know, like, romantically (cough).

hahahaha i remember when harrison and i
first started dating, i jumped the gun and
told him that... like to make him jealous or
something, because i'm an ass. ahahah.
and he was like "ohhh rachel has a boyfriend now?"
and i was so excited because really,
i thought he was jealous ahahahaha. and
he soooo wasn't even? i'm so dumb.


so, anyway. i had this dream that my friends
came with me back to penn state and he wouldn't
give me a hug, even though i hadn't seen him in
four months. but he had his arms around one of my
friends, like i guess in my dream he had a crush
on her hahaha. and i was like "FUCK! IM NEVER
INTRODUCING YOU TO ANY OF MY GUY FRIENDS SO AND SO!"
because i was so mad hahahaha. because she's pretty
and you know, guys like pretty girls.
so i was just pissed.
and i woke up pissed.
and so NOW i'm pissed.
even though what the hellll.

yeh, anyway.
i don't care.